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busy
i lied and said i was busy,
i was busy:
but not in a way most people understand.

i was busy taking deeper breaths,
trying to catch myself before i crash.

holding my head in my hands crying
telling myself it's all just a bad dream,
i'm sure to wake up soon.

i know what your thinking, there she goes again
falling off the deep end,
wondering who's going to catch her this time.

but don't you worry, i have this under control
i'll won't bother you with my problems,
my life will have no impact on you.

it will be like i was never even here,
not that you will come looking for me
but if you do, well sorry
but I'm busy.