Dear Special One,


This is the second day of trying to distance my heart from yours.


It has been hard. Harder than the social distancing caused by the Coronavirus.


The worst part is that while I'm trying so hard to fight the boredom caused by the virus, I'm fighting harder to fight the boredom that my heart and mind and soul are experiencing as a result of my trying to distance myself from you.


How do I convince my mind that my heart doesn't feel a thing for you?


How do I fight this battle between what I know and what I feel?


How do I unlove you?


The more I try to stay away from you, the more I love you more.


The stronger this feeling of love becomes.


How do I unfeel?


How do I erase the beautiful memories we had? Because, that'd be the most effective way to unlove you.


I can't even harbor the thought of not...