I am okay with the feeling
I am okay with the excitement
I am okay with the expectations
No More

My body is numb
My body is drained
My body is less reactive
My body is still

No more

My thoughts are not so bright
My thoughts are plain
My thoughts are of yesterday
My thoughts are quiet

No more

I have heard it
The false butterflies
The false flirting
The false caring
The false hugging
The false smiles
The false "tell me about your family"

I am tired
No more
Let me be fancy for me and my writings.

🥀
© Kagiso Mokokosi