Marriage and maternal home, both are good and beautiful. But they take me away from my siblings and parents, whom I've taken care of since my teenage years till now.

If I go, who will go shopping for them? That hurts. They're all close to my heart, like an ocean, and so is my love. If I go, who will take my baby siblings to school? It's so painful.

If I go, who will protect them on their way to nearby shops? If I...