Dec 2020
the drunken clown
So I guess you going to improve
Yourself....

Leave me here all alone

With no one to talk to


I guess with no hesitation no incineration.... how I feel at the moment...... I am in so much pain......

I do not know the name of a pain killer decrease this pain....


So I have no other choice just to stay here and drink my sorrows away.....


I am starting to think this is starting to become my past time.....


I can hear the bottle calling me from a drunken state.....


It's said take another sip you know you need it won't hurt anybody.....


I reach for the bottle pour the the liquid in my cup.
I saw a reflection what I am becoming
In the liquid...... of darkness .......

Because I Feel Like These walls closing in on me and crushing Me slowly.....



I tried to run to the exit to get to safety


But it was a dead end

I had no other choice just sit there and wait for the end........


But the end never came.....



My reality is starting to bend.....



The choices I have made in this life starting to haunt me in my...