Looking at you I see.
All that we could be,
but you don't love me.
You never did,
nor will you ever.
So I'm done with your endeavor.
I will never look to you for forever.
You hurt my heart in the past.
Nothing with you will ever last
You will always be a thorn.
You've turn me into something that I'm not.
Forever being a knot in my heart,
tighting little by little
The way you belittle.
Will I always be tangled in all your mess?
Will you always be leaving me to be mangled with stress?
Have I failed your test?
Will you forever be a pain in my chest?
Will my heart ever be able to rest?
I wish I would have known better.
Now you've gone bitter.
All I wanted was for us to be together.
Now I have to pick up my pieces.
What peace I have left.
I fought the idea of you so many times,
if you aimed to destroy me, you did
I fought Back, I hurt me Instead
why do I feel for u this way?
The questions leave my mind to go astray.
Lost in your madness
lost in you, craving you.
I made choices that left me broken.
Am I just a token to be collected?
Will we ever be connected?
Your always on my mind.
Why are you so unkind?
Why am I so blind?














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