silence,


it feels my head when you come to mind,
if you knew the suffering i experience without you,
i’d have enough pain to fill the trenches of hell,
it’s as if god himself took the world’s agony & placed it into my heart,


“so what am i supposed to do with this pain?”


that’s the question i ask myself everyday


it’s how i feel being in this home alone,
these sheets don’t let me sleep as well as i did with you by my side,
every day,
i can sense the loss...