2019 - 20/2022 and here we are where exactly well that's exactly my point we have not gotten anywhere least not anywhere in the positive was it all a lie was it all just to taunt because I'm haunted minute from minute hour to hour knowing that my beautiful little dreams have been stomped on and may have been just trickery from manipulators and it pains me to say this and it pains me to live this cuz I've been there for a lot of people and here I am sitting here and I am contemplating no longer being here and I know that I won't have anyone here by my side because whenever I get close people just want to be physically close and if I'm not physically close then guess what people leave that's what happens I don't have anyone I don't have anything congratulations