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Happy Hetero Teen
It's what everyone thinks I am,
A happy hetero teen.
When someone says something
bit homophobic, especially my family,I feel like "my own blood
betrayed me".
I get this from my family:
'When you'll marry a man...'
'Soon you'll start liking boys...'
'Wonder what your dad's reaction will be if you'll get a boyfriend...'
'How would you tell us if you would get a boyfriend?'
I know I'm a bi girl but I've had
a crush on my best friend for
over 5 months.
She had too tho.
But it still hurts that no one assumes that i'm an
overthinking homosexual teen.
What if I get a girlfriend?
What's gonna be your reaction?
Huh?Will you be more suprised
than if I would have go home with a boyfriend?
Probably tho...
At the start of the a school I
want to start giving you clues.
Nothing serious...
With music,films and series,
acting like an ally.
But what if...
What if no one will accept me
and everyone will hate me and,
and,and...
And no one will assume
that I'm a
Happy Hetero Teen.
I will need to dug up my emotions from hell's bottom.
Just for me to feel "proud and out".
But you know what?
I'll rather stay an
overthinking bi girl in the closet.
I'll probably find Narnia,
Hogwarts and even be back from
Mordor by the time I come out...
I want to be a bit more masc but,
I don't want anyone to be like
'the fuck you're wearing?'
or atleast have the face of this sentence.
I just hope one when this world will accept Lgbtq+ people I'll finally come out.
This transfers to a never tho...
Now I think the world will never accept if people are "different from
everyone else".
But homophobic people pls
understand finally:
They.Are.Not.Different.
You are.
Do not forget transphobes:
A trans woman is a woman.
A trans man is a man.
And the fact that you cannot understand this with your
itty-bitty little brain is
genuinely not suprising.
And to all the non-binary's out there:
You're beutiful just as much as everyone else.
So please people,my family, everyone's family:If you don't understand us than atleast just try.
It alredy makes it better.
Make sure he/she/they feel/feel's loved around you.

© Tortise