I think I've ventured way too far
this time,
these walls too towering, too slithery,
to climb,
and for the first time in my life,
am nice!
I think this is what they call
falling for someone.
I hate the way it shatters the concrete in me though, how it neatly soothes the hate in me.
I was not made for this and,
I hate that am unwittingly
finding false content in her mesmorism,
that I all of a sudden care way too much,
and pointless subtle things hurt!

© Joseph