i feel it
the lump the numb feeling
inside where your heart is suppose
to be but you feel like it's not
you want it to stop to end
like the world will one day
you think
but mostly feel in your inside
it hurts but no one knows
no one knows because you hide it all
keep the same expression throughout
the school day with your family
and who you so call friends
im tired and broken
dont wannna live anymore
is sucide my only option
my life is on the edge
should i take a pack and eat it all
no or just jump from the highest cliff
but no
i want it to end once and for all
i keep the same expression to hide all my
emotions to pretend i am strong
you dont know me
yet your mind likes me identifying
from what i wear what i do
and when i look at you
i may seem quiet and shy
honestly though its my anxinty that is high
and my deppresion is lower than low
i wannna die
but yet you dont know no one...