From the beginning until the end I thought you were my best friend.
you said you'd always be there,
an that I wouldn't have to defend our friendship ,
like I had too before,
now Ive closed all the other doors.
There aren't any others like there we before.
it's just you an me like best friends a lovers should be.
so why is it your so mean to me,
don't say your not, or that it's just jealousy.
it hurts my feelings an in the end maybe that's how you want me to feel.
if it is tell me cause you might not be able to see but it's hurting me.
every time you raise your voice at me,
deep down inside it's killing me.
I'm always staying quite,
but yet you don't see what it's really doing to me.
maybe I shouldn't speak,
cause I feel like it doesn't matter,
that my feelings are all broken an shattered,
like a million pieces of glass that's all over the floor.
you a asked me to marry you,
didn't you?
so why make me feel like you don't want me anymore?
the way you been acting it's like you don't love me no more.
an it's making me wanna go out an hurt myself,
it's like I don't wanna live no more.
an see there you go right out the front door,
I know you give no fucks, cause they all went out the door.
you haven't kissed me in over 36 hours,
seems like that's a record score.
my heart is broken even more, but let's talk about the night before,
hold on wait I don't wanna talk about it cause it hurts even more then what we're talking about right now.
I've tried my hardest to change everything about me that you hated.
but of course, it's not good enough just like before.
so what is it that you want from me?
to try hurt me even more,
then the day before?
all I'm trying to do is to make you happy,
something you said you wasn't too,
you should be.
I can't put a smile on your face cause you won't let me.
I don't know what else to do,
cause trying so hard to let you be the king,
but this shits starting to really hurt me.
I just wish you could see.
maybe you can, you should be able to see I mean come on your a fuckin man.
so what I'm asking is it really me who you love an want in the end?
cause the shit is starting to play with my head.

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