Not to long ago I had A friend
commit suicide,I was the last one with him,which is funny cause he n I didn't really hangput alot, yet same ppl ya know,but I got to see a side of him I never got to know the sensitive and the caring guy he was, yet he was deeply hurt
so much pain in his heart he was ready to give up, his soul was tired, he just was ready, but I failed him,or was there anything left I could say to make the pain go away,to keep him alive just
one second,minute,hour,day, anything to ease it at least deadend the pain
like some novacaine!! I used to say why did he pick me that night, now
I say I got to spend the. last moments
with one of the most beautiful souls on this earth that night,and so did The Angels in Heaven!!
Forever R.I.P

© Kimb8343

*** the last text I received from him that night,before I blacked out into the night,were thank you for being so nice to me kim,you was the only one that was nice to me!!***

I dreamt that night I was him
holding the phone recording. myself and
that had a rope around my knock, I WOKE UP TO BE TOLD HE WAS GPNE HE DID IT HE KILLED HIMSELF,HUNG HIMSELF,I WAS SO IN DENIALIT WASNT TRUE IT WASNT NO WAY,BUT THEN THE FUNERAL. CAME ANDI DINT GO
AND I GOT HIS OBITUARY.........
IT WAS TRUE IT WASNT IN MY HEAD HE WAS GONEAND I DIDNT HELP HIM,MY MIND WAS ALL KINDS OFF TWISTED OFF!***