Youre words they hurt me, more than you know,
You think I should just get over it, not let it show.
But they cut me deep to the core, 
I'm dragging at my feet, staring at the floor.
With a heavy heart and a foggy mind,
Searching for happiness, its hard to find.
I do my best but its never enough,
I was never told that love should be this tough.
To find the strength to battle each day,
To try and get through the tough times in whichever way.
I'm tired of faking and putting on a brave face,
When my insides tell me that's not the case.
Because I feel down with no end insight,
I try to tell you but it always turns into a fight.
Its a lonely place when no one understands.
Craving the comfort of a holding hand.
To guide me through the darkest days,
To not disregard my feelings in any way.
Is it to much to ask for you to understand,
To not put me down but to hold my hand.
To have some patience and your words be kind.
To try and help me gain some peace of mind.

© Melis5211