sorry to any who read this

they call me many things for what i have done

monster criminal evil nogood waste of space cold hard blunt devil

but i had to take those names so my people didn't have to feel as much pain

at 13 the light went off and a note on the door cant read but i hear my moms screams and tears

so i put a side my fear got bag of gear
sold it did again again again till that note disappeared and lights went on

mom knew but ignorance is bliss so I guess she play along

I always did what I had to do someone else now that I'm 23 I know nothing else coming back from the trenches feel like I lost my mind is every person did I bled for loved just threw me aside
it feels so wrong to do something for yourself when the only haven you ever known was help someone ya love out hell

now I sit alone in my own hell

will someone ever try to save me?


@chunksofweed