The Confession
Eradicated,
And I'm lost for words,
Decimated,
As I try to explain,
That sometimes I'm different,
Though I try not to be it,
I don't want to be judged,
I don't mean any harm,
It's who I am on the inside,
And that try as I may,
Is something I cannot change,
It hurts no one,
No one but myself,
I just want to be accepted,
And not to live in pain,
I've tried quitting,
But I just hurt inside and out,
And I don't feel the same,
I try to hide the desire,
Run away from the fantasy,
But it just bites back,
It haunts and consumes me,
So I choose live it,
Ignoring the shame...
And I'm lost for words,
Decimated,
As I try to explain,
That sometimes I'm different,
Though I try not to be it,
I don't want to be judged,
I don't mean any harm,
It's who I am on the inside,
And that try as I may,
Is something I cannot change,
It hurts no one,
No one but myself,
I just want to be accepted,
And not to live in pain,
I've tried quitting,
But I just hurt inside and out,
And I don't feel the same,
I try to hide the desire,
Run away from the fantasy,
But it just bites back,
It haunts and consumes me,
So I choose live it,
Ignoring the shame...