my hearts been broken...smashed..split apart...u were supposed to be the keeper of this heart...why build it only to kill it...you said you loved..you said you cared..when I left you for a minute..you let someone else in it...you hurt so much than you'll ever know..the pain inside it only grows..the worry..the endless thoughts of what was before...you decided to make this heart beat no more..I struggle to ignore the hurt and memory..of all the ones you saw ..when you said you loved me...the pain you gave me..I won't give it back..it would hurt you to much for me to be like that..but I cant let go...I feel the pain with every day I wake...I dont know if loving you was a mistake..I wish i could forget...when you messed up my heart and made my mind upset...i want to forget all the bad memories...they haunt me....I'm afraid they'll never leave me...my sad heart just wants to forget...please let me forget.....