When I was a kidd loneliness was my best friend
Even though we hated each other back then
still
we had a pal in common
the feeling of
Being numb
The three of us were unseparatable
Which wasn't good
things did get better
though
when drunk
became my new best bud
however
Me and drunk
were immediately an issue
Although at first
I stupidly thought
it helped
Feeling
like it made all my problems
disappear and melt
But only for a moment
is that how I felt
Because always at some point drunk
would get in a funk
call up some friends
these punks
passive agressiveness
and
agitation
who by the end of the night
had given me
a bad reputation
because inivitabley
physical agression showed up
who is
passive agressiveness's
older brother
and oh brother is he a bother .
Enough of one to make my friendship with drunk
be done
with drunk gone
loneliness
Came back
with a few strays
codependency and insecurity
they were seriously
the best of friends
better
then they ever were with me
eventually
a harmless old friend worry
came back
all alone
unfortunately
it had grown into anxiety
Lucky me
its like worry
went threw puberty
Of course
they started hanging around irrational fears
who introduced me to
emptiness and self doubt
which I was convinced
were both helping out
not sure how that came about
rather quickly
They seemed to get along
with loneliness
at least
at face value
cuz emptiness
secretly envied loneliness
since
it's not as easily fixed
A quick distraction
of company in...