At night, I scream at myself saying such harsh, demanding and lying words. I did this to myself, thinking I will grow from these harsh words, yet a lie I told myself. An insecurity is like a closed box, we're afraid to open it, yet when we look from the outside of the box. We think "What's in there?" We have the power to open the box, but so afraid of what lays within it. When we finally look inside, it's just a 400 pound dumbell. We know inside the box is a weight, but so afraid to ask for help. Why do I scream at myself? Tonight, I screamed loud. Scared of what that person thought of me, I said "Good morning" but she said nothing. Did she not like my words, what did I do and is there something wrong with me? No, we're just afraid...