I'm very hard to love,
I have a couple nasty habits,
I'm not far from numb,
A prey to love; an antsy rabbit,
One for cigars and drugs;
I'm a navvy addict ,

I've been depressed;
Once or twice,
I've wrecked
A couple lifes,
First name basis with death;
Wondering where does it end ,

I've got some trauma,
Love? got lots of ,
But all this karma ;

Turned my love
to mean hate ,
I used to like drugs ;
Now I'm on a clean slate,

Would you still love me;
If you seen all my baggage?,
My soul is still ugly,
I'll be your mirror and play
the same
Type of antics ,

I need validation,
I'll need to be reassured,
and I'm very tiring;

But see, I'm a sensation,
My love is pure;
Now that my time is expiring .



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