I do not know how to cope
So I escape to using dope 
Nobody close
Tattered clothes
Heart of stone
Hatred grown
With no place to call home 
Streets I rome 
Slipping way down low
Nothing left that I once owned
Missing years now
shes more grown 
Looking back to time now gone
Before she really was gone
When I still could hold her close
she always asked
"Momma, when can I come home?"
And Now I'm all alone
while shes being raised in a different family's home
As If she's not even of my own chromosome.

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