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my death wish-
Pick a poison any poison, fentanyl be the best choice to kill yourself just like that. To numb away from the pain of all the hurt of being suffocated and overdose till you fade away.
Nothing to remember you by no alibi or obituaries in the news today. Today is the day I make my death wish. I don't wanna live I fucked up so bad no one wants me around anyways ; since I can't be happy might as well die, and suffer and wither away from all the pain inside. In of the suffocating I don't want to live, I'll drink myself away become an alcoholic and drink like there's no tomorrow; let the silence make me feel numb and die under the light of day there's no way I'll stay. The darkness is all I see no sunshine on this rainy cloudy day it's a nightmare I know. It shouldn't be so true but I feel more than blue, black is more like it nothing...