My mind keeps racing round and round
Im drowning in pain, I dont deserve to be found
The smiles I fake, I keep handing them away
Now you're gone, I have no smiles today
Nor tomorrow, nor any day
For this is the pain that I've put away
Its mine to keep, I deserve to suffer
As days go by the guilt gets rougher
They ask whats wrong, only to recieve silence
You can't save the one who's been self condemned
© ChrisMelvin