Pleasure don't cure half the pain, every now and then when I fall apart, I get a little bit restless, a little bit helpless, I get a little bit lonely and then I get a little bit terrified, a bit angry and nervous that the best of all the years have gone by.

Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart, there was light in my life but now there's only love in the dark. I'm always in the dark, don't know what to do but to dream of something wild, pray the universe give me what I deserve, write it down a thousand times and hope it sets me free

I'm tired of listening to the sound of my tears, telling me "I'm your guilty pleasure, move and I'll direct you, I'ma make your dreams come to life. Don't forgot to keep up, won't you stop denying all this tension? Cause when you chose your lover, that's when you choose your fighter. Don't forgot to keep up"

This lonely world feels so empty, just me and my regrets and, this world has no sympathy, my guilts become a symphony that won't let me forget.

I know I'll never be the person I always wanted to be, though there's no one in the universe as magical and wondrous as me, I'll always be the only person who wanted me the way that I am.