I didn't cry
When you are gone
I did feel the sadness in the air
But a drop of tear didn't fall.

I could feel the void inside
Feel everyone traumatized.
But I didn't feel the moisture down my cheeks.

The feeling of nothingness was all around me
But I didn't feel heart-wrenchingly sad.

Happy nor sad
The void in me was loud as hell.
Long after ages.
Here I question God,
You didn't want to see my happiness, right?

Finally I'm teary
Your absence bother me now
Wasn't able to express then,
Today I'm in the same situation,
I didn't know how to feel.
Now I cannot speak out loud
how I feel.

© panglossian lass