I am tired.
I am a liar and I have lost my mind
just as easily as track of the time.
my heart aches under the pressure and it weighs so heavily, it might just break this time.
my eyes are full of sand and I am ready to go through with the plan, finally.
time to end the violent spiralling.
to freeze this moment and own it before it ends. write the letter, press send, make amends if I can.
hand shakes,
only a few more days.
what a long time to wait.