The thought of never seeing her again
was a nightmare which kept me awake and crying all night
She is epitome of grace
an iron lady with warmth around her
When things didn't work out , I knew she will protect me like my knight in shining armour
But that nightmare turned into reality seeing her fading in front my eyes
It hurts to see her weak and fighting for survival when she is so full of life
Her strength fading , losing her hair she once was proud
Even if sky falls and world collides nothing gonna change the reality
I thought I will have her forever but forever is a beautiful lie
I am sorry mom for being pain in the ass when I was young
For taking you for granted thinking I always have you
I want you to know
I love you the most in this world and nobody can replace you
I don't need to look for strong women out there when the I know the strongest
I wish I had more time with you to show the best version of me
I know it is killing you more than me thinking about me without you
But you hide your pain so well behind that smile
PS: Thank you for being the best in my world
© mystic_maze