My feelings..
you want to know my feelings,
I have so many for so many things
to start I'm grateful to you for
the love that I have for you
I know that it's all on my behalf you never said or did anything to encourage what I feel for you.
I need you to know that, that's the only reason that I stopped talking to you. I don't want to be in love with somebody that won't talk to me no more than I will be with someone that will verbally and or physically abuse me I never have and I never will
there's no reason for me to stay with someone that doesn't love me. Look I got sense enough to that it's not your fault that you don't love me. I know how love works it's not your fault that the attraction just isn't there I can't make you love me.
Yeah I see you probably everytime but I can't fake or pretend or overlook what's happening.
I don't like guys that like to be with a lot of different women. You wanted to know my feelings don't think that I'm trying to make you do anything because I'm not. I know it's said that you should fight for love but that's wrong if it's love there's no fight.
Nobody has to fight for love not the true stuff because I know that the true stuff doesn't open. Look you know what you want just don't mix me in with that. I'm almost back to myself again I don't need pretenses I'm me.

I'll always admire you,
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