How could you not see his pain?
Couldn’t see all the tears running down his face while it was pouring down rain!
Too many demons inside his brain!

On this earth he wished to no longer remain!
Too many internal battles raged that he could no longer contain!
Knew he’d never feel normal ever again!

It was just too much on him mentally too much of a strain!
Wanted to break free from the devil’s chain!
Escaped with the help of a knife he took to his vein!

Slowly thought he was losing his mind slowly going insane!
Knew on this life he’d be nothing but a mere stain!
What did his life matter it was so mundane!

In no pain anymore he chose this way out!
You found him and all you could do was SCREAM and SHOUT!
You had thought everything was ok without any doubt!

Why did he choose to go this route?
Was he struggling that bad in his mind, body, and soul all throughout?
Was this a battle fought always like a lifetime bout?

Thinking about the good times as you silently sit there and cry!
You pray to God asking him why!
Without him how will you get by?

Why was it him that had to die?
Didn’t even have the chance to say goodbye!
Hoping and praying he’s up above watching from that heavenly place in the sky!

All you can do is quietly let out a sigh!
From your heart telling him he was loved and saying bye!
Go up with those angels flying on high!

Yes inside his head the demons they took a toll!
Insise his head demons and angels battled for control!
Inside your heart there will always be a hole!

Walking with God hopefully on a heavenly stroll!
Holding out hope that he finally became whole!
Devil stole his mind but God got his soul!
© BDawg90