#TheUnrequitedLove

My heart was young and filled with emotions, ready to love and willing to accept.
his beautiful smiling face immediately caught my attention, all i wanted was to stay by his side forever.
His words, his smile and gently touch was all that kept my brain busy all day long,
And his promises of eternal love made me feel the wind, ready to take all the unwanted risks to love.
We stayed side by side and talked for hours, neither of us willing to let the other go.
Ignorance was all that fade my way, for my heart was blind and my soul was his.
For number of times family and friends would advise me to take a step back,
for they knew his love was fake and unreal.
But my arrogant nature left them speechless in tears.
Everything was gone when i realized i had been fooled, for the love he gave back wasn't what he received.
for a year and a half i thought i was his favorite, until the day i realized i wasn't what i thought to be.
My little boy in arm i preferred to ignore his deeds,
but my heart bleeds to see i wasn't the only woman he promised to love.
for days and nights he won't pass my way,
lonely at home i couldn't sleep all night.
The devil in him had finally dropped it's mask.
finally when he came back i was to be blame for everything which i never did and had no answer to provide.
Insults and strokes was what i received daily from him, everytime i tried fixing things between us.
My back was covered in scars of his belt, and the little hope to see things change died slowly in me.
Ashamed to face the outside world, i kept my pain in my heart and a smile on my face whenever i took a step out of my prison.
Finally this day came when i decided to faced my problems, i took my boy and took my leave.
For many it was my fault but my family was there for me,
tears in eyes i was finally relived to be back home.
from that day long i vowed to teach my boy the value of love, to stop him from being a devil like his dad.




© hawa