#WritcoPoemPrompt16
The pages of my old book,
Hold my memories of yesterday,
Every smile, every tear,
Every person who came my way...
Never made me happy,
The tears that were shead through out my book,
Are more than the laughter's that came once in my life,
The happiness was fake so long as the smile,
The opinions of others mattered more before now,
The times that I wanted to end my side of the world,
Thinking that waking up in a different one would bring me peace,
Never was I going to be happy in this lifetime,
Never was I supposed to smile,
Never was I to have chose the friends I have,
Never did I choose my last life,
Everything is hard,
The dreams that were never written down,
And the lovely moments I shared with loved ones,
A journey I never got to finish,
Nor did I ever start,
My life was a mess then,
And now it's way more than a mess,
But a huge mistake,
The wishes I Made of taking everything back,
My wish of being a baby that knew nothing by the time,
A baby that would just sit at home and entertained the parents with my cuteness,
A baby that knew nothing like Depression or Anxiety,
Guess my life is a different journey,
A journey no one has to go through
© Shadow