(She called me again. After thinking a lot I finally said her no! But before I said anything more she cut the phone.)
Dear, you should have listen to me for the last time..
But you didn't so I am pouring my heart in this rhyme!
You were my world,it's a damn fact
I am not lying but you took that as a act!
I loved you from the bottom of my heart
You threw our relation in the dirt..
And you are thinking you are the only one hurt!
You said to remember the time we spent
You washed the whole painting and telling me to re-paint
Dear I am not a saint..
But I still have letters you sent!
Stop! please read this whole letter
Maybe you will not have any hard feelings later!
I was not the best guy, I will admit
But you didn't tried to pull us up from this shit..
I can still feel your body leaning over me..
Can you forget our first kiss under that tree!
I stopped going to the riverside, can you believe..
I miss you holding my hands ,you are the reason I live!
I see you are smiling, running and asking me to catch..
I remember you said we were perfect match!
I am not gonna lie to you ,I still love you..
But that boy is dead whom you knew!
Once again I am losing myself
I wish you are here for my help!
No, just leave me and don't wake me up from this dream..
Here we are still together, don't make me to scream!
Stay happy dear, it's our last chat..
I am going to kill the old me , sorry for that!!
(I swear to God I loved you but it's too late now.. Forget me and forgive me dear..)
#realwriting
#heartbreak💔
© Soumyadip