Why do I feel this strange emotion?
I wish I could tell you it's name
It's like everything is going in slow motion
Like something has changed its not the same
I've never quite experienced this before
Than again I've never been in tuned
With emotions like I know the name just not anymore
It's not sad yet not happy either
And it definitely can't be neutral
It's like I'm on some sort of sider
Like I'm in some trans a numb ritual
Where I can't feel even if I wanted too
No wait, I feel it just can't describe
I honestly don't know what to do
Maybe just pray that eventually it subsides
Yet the undying feeling remains
I thought if I sat with it I'd understand
Tears streaming down my tired face with stains
Still not working tho on the other hand
It makes the feeling intensify
I am definitely far from feeling grand
The feelings I struggle to magnify
Feels like I'm sinking but not quite
I know the way just not sure left or right
Maybe I'm overthinking it instead of feeling
Mother always says feeling is the closest to healing.
I guess we'll see where the nameless emotion takes us
Moving forward with it in an endless fuss


© eve_is_a_poet