I wish
I could know the truth
before you faded away
it would be a silence in my heart
rather than chaos in my mind
there would be peace on my lips
rather than tears in my eyes
I wish, you would have stayed a lil longer..


buried me in your arms and I would say I love you and you say u love me too,
I would be ready to fall in the dark cuz I know I would be alright if u were by my side.


I didn't posess the power to say my feelings bcz I feared that you would deny them and leave me,
but what if I would have said it all
like I usually do?
would you accept it?
or leave me?


I was scared for the first time in my life.
confusion surrounded me
I was drowning in feelings,
other than you I have a separate life with more problems
but I have faced it always,
then why did I took back my steps
when the topic was you?


I never understood my feelings for you
my mind never knew
my heart beats for u
my eyes cry for u
I love you 😌


but now it's all nothing
I wish you come back and hug me
I wish you hold my ear and scold me
I wish I could kiss your cheek n say sorry I wish u come back to me.
© sociopath