Don't do this to me!
"I'll do anything I please."
Why do you do this to me?
"Because I need my release."

I thought you were my friend.
One who would always be there
But now I see that you're just a fiend.
Violating my body till I'm nowhere.

What'll be my life hereafter,
Now that you've claimed it yours,
Oh! Spare me this needless pain,
For I can take it no more.

You do this, for you were scorned
By the society, by your friends.
You've objectified me, like they did you,
And proven them true.

I hate you, I do
I feel defiled, like trash and goo
but I can't say more
I'm in pain, that you'll never know.

Gone is the innocence,
Gone is the youth,
If I live now,
I'll become you.

Heart full of hatred,
Agony and confusion too.
As I lie down helpless,
Wondering what did I ever do?

Before you finish, a humble request.
If and when you're done,
Spare my life, though I will desist,
I won't say to no one, that I promise.

Don't dispose me off,
Like a rag doll in a gutter.
Have the courtesy to respect,
If not before, then at least after.

If you end me in final,
Wrap me in something warm and comfy
Present me decent for all,
For I don't wish to be a gruesome display.

My phone's ringing, it's sound I hold onto
My parents? My friends? The police?
I don't know who.
The ringing stops.

I didn't want to be here.
I think this as I helplessly cry.
They're switching now,
Oh! Why don't they fry?

I wish I were elsewhere, completely free
Thinking about my life. Oh! That surprise!
A book in my hand, with tea and Marie.
Or a friend too. Yes, that would be nice.

Eating, seeing, strolling, napping.
Running in the garden and the house.
Oh! But what a shame, that won't happen
For my life is already doused!