Laying here in my empty bed trying my best to escape from inside my head
holding back the tears overwhelmed by pain that I've felt all theses years

My body's tired my mind is weak I just want to close my eyes and go to sleep
but If I do I can not rest because I got to much pain in my chest

My heart is broken my soul is crushed
with so much pain it's bound to bust
Ashes to ashes dust to dust no more expectations no more trust

I am broken I am done no matter what I do I find nothing fun nothing is the same everything changed according to all I am to blame

My life is over my fate sealed everyone would be better off had I been killed
so many times I cheated death somehow held on to my breath

What was the reason that I had to stay?
if life is a game then I don't want to play

I want to close my eyes and go to sleep over my lifeless body I want no one to weep
just wipe the last tears from my cheak

no more fighting no I am done so go ahead and load your gun aim at my head as I kneel at your feet squeeze the trigger and let me sleep!

© Tangleeye83