Not yesterday nor today

Will I worry where a liar lay

Imagine losing every game you play

I can see them clear as day

You gotta live with your choices

You can treat the rest of them bogus

Yeah, I was slow to notice

Hoping you'd listen to me opposed to the voices

Difference between love

An never caring enough

Gave me no other choice but to grow up

Every lie meant to distract from the fact you wouldn't do enough

When I gave up on you

You highlighted everything but the fact it wasn't easy to do

Man's idea of love an how it does the opposite of making us improve

Have you fighting battles, she hoped you'd lose

No grandiose views

Seeing my children cry, knowing nothing mattered more to you

Instead of healing, you try finding me in another dude?

Praying the next one actually loves you, so you feel compelled to improve

Strong enough to endure the damage, to show you the importance of loving without abandon

In our greatest times, I was content with believing you were my only one

I'm as smart as I am dumb

Hopefully to the next woman my love means something

Instead of pouring mine out an slowly noticing you just wanted to see me stripped down to nothing

I know it's not always about me

God forbid I express myself, and the world don't stop spinning because I'm lonely

The one thing they were right about

Working through it so there's something of substance opposed to the constant doubt

Importance of love an hearts that didn't give up

Heart strings you shouldn't have cut

Are you trying to achieve what I thought you'd want?

Feel like coffee, how antiques talk as if growth is just something I stunt?

Try that at your nursing home

How my heart known

Through every expression that wasn't my own

The ambitions that pushed me to be a man they could rely on

I'll drown my fears in the pool out back

In awe of what my idol's love had to surpass

You mad...white trash?

Abject anger, as they wonder aloud about the extent of your impact

Their free to rally behind whatever dumbass

Nothing looks worse than their appeal

Too many wounds left to heal

To ask how you feel

My daughter's are adorable

Never as ugly as you act

Never catch me wearing no cap

You can employ snitches, not treat me like trash

Too prideful over all the nothing I amassed

Too prideful, you'll see me walk before you hear me ask

Real women don't support trash

Trust I know where you stand in regards to that






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