From childhood hours to adulthood days,
I've chased success, but it's always out of my way.
Every step I take, every chance I make
Ends in failure, leaving me broken and death.

I've tried to learn, to grow, to be
The worse I always get, a struggle to see
I fell behind, while others excelled
My dreams a testament of my failures to tell

In relationships, I fail
Trust broken,
Friendships crumbled,
Leaving me alone, with nothing to be

In career and dreams, I've faced defeat
Goals unmet, ambitions incomplete
Each failure a weight, that I bear with shame
A lifetime of failure, with no one to blame.




© hawa