Why does it feel so hard to let go?
It hurts when someone suddenly becomes your foe
I'm not used to feeling this lonely
For, I had someone, them only

It hurts when someone suddenly disappears
Even more, when you have been waiting for them your entire life to appear
At one point, life feels like a magical fantasy
Soon later, it becomes a beautiful tragedy

I cannot describe this feeling
I hope that soon, I'll start healing
I just move on with a sigh
Because of my bittersweet goodbyes

Some goodbyes weren't spoken out loud
For, they left without a sound
They fade away and soon, they're gone
The one that was once known as an unbreakable bond

I wish to find the one I lost
I simply cannot let go of the past
Those memories still visit me every day
Do I have to deal with this in every possible way?

Regardless I searched, but they weren't found
They left without a sound
I realised I had been searching my shadow, you see
The once reflected happy me

I cannot describe this feeling
I hope that soon, I'll start healing
I just move on with a sigh
Because of my bittersweet goodbyes

Some goodbyes weren't spoken out loud
For, they left without a sound
They fade away and soon, they're gone
The one that was once known as an unbreakable bond
© Anushka