What is love and why can't I find it? I mean, I had it once upon a time ago, but I let it slip away through my finger tips. Now, I am here, alone and in shock that I've been able to keep it together. I have not been successful; filling what I've lost. I wish I could go back and feel again! Anything would be better than this feeling of emptiness.

The loneliness I feel can be overwhelming most days. No matter what I do, or how many people I surround myself with, I can't get this feeling to go away. I sometimes thought maybe I need to change the crowd, but I know, no matter who else I bring around, the emptiness will never make me feel full.

I lay by my phone most nights, hoping someone will reach out to me,...