......Dedicated to my past

For far to long
I have been complacent and alone
like stagnant water that reeks
stuck in "the dead zone"
like a faucet that always leaks .
Not circulating or flowing
not changing or growing
Lifeless , not knowing where I'm going.
Blinded by the illusions of what you say,
I turn a blind eye and look the other way.
The eyes can't hide what your mouth denies,
I despise
your disguise
and all that it implies
There is no compromise
Time is no longer on our side,
say our goodbyes
decipher truth from lies.

Turn this house into a home?
Alone?
While your off doing you
and I pick up the pieces of our broken home,
On my own??!!?
Too many problems in our case,
you won't...