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why me?
it's the question I often ask
looking at the mirror shedding off the smiling mask
always in a relationship with sadness and repentance
blaming me for all the things I did in abundance
what's the emptiness that bites my insides
where's the wrong in me that I lost insight
deepening craters in my heart full of void
thinking of what to embrace and what to avoid
people came people played people left
gifting me something never to heal like a deep cleft
still overseeing the harm done
still overthinking what was not undone
twisting and turning down the memory lane
taking all the blame and always burning in the flame
holding on to the hope I still know to love
what's there in hate and abhorrence others shove
bathed in innocent investigation
my brains always swaying in a to and fro motion
interrogating myself inside me
asking the unanswered question WHY ME?????
© vexinkheart
looking at the mirror shedding off the smiling mask
always in a relationship with sadness and repentance
blaming me for all the things I did in abundance
what's the emptiness that bites my insides
where's the wrong in me that I lost insight
deepening craters in my heart full of void
thinking of what to embrace and what to avoid
people came people played people left
gifting me something never to heal like a deep cleft
still overseeing the harm done
still overthinking what was not undone
twisting and turning down the memory lane
taking all the blame and always burning in the flame
holding on to the hope I still know to love
what's there in hate and abhorrence others shove
bathed in innocent investigation
my brains always swaying in a to and fro motion
interrogating myself inside me
asking the unanswered question WHY ME?????
© vexinkheart
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