A brief moment, I wish I could be content
However, life appears to be pushing it away from me
I make every efforts to keep the commandments.
however, my outlook on life has shifted.


For a brief moment, I'd like to feel adored.
But I've always been thrown to longing 😔
every smile see is temporary,
however, I require someone who will always smile in my presence.


Some errors are made in the heat of the moment.
however, they all come back to me.
Attempting to correct all of the mistakes at once.
however, I must make every attempt.


I wish I didn't come from a family of predicament,
yet many others aspire to be like me.
every minutes I smile, laugh and play,
yet I realize that I'm not like everyone else 🥺
© Timmy