Seems to me what I want, you can't give. the way I feel is no way to live.
you say relationship, I say it only has relation to shit. 
So please, enlighten me and tell me why? I continue on showing that I'm willing to try. When you just box me up, close the lid and push me aside. 
I told you already, I want a spark alive. Something to cherish, a ride or die.
A friend and partner to the end and it seems what I get, is just a show of pretend. 
Defend me, I will not. Why should I from the start it told you what. I wanted. 
Why are you so...