I don't merely tolerate you

No time I'd waste or lose

Trying to hate you

I don't know what you went through

Stop acting like I don't listen to you

Do you genuinely wanna know how I appreciate art?

Reyah every piece that didn't fit on the fridge

Resided in my heart

You replaced the picture of me an our first kid

With a picture of an old man I didn't know

He meant more to my children, you believed so

Where you think I'd be now without the love they show?

I'd be dead along the road, heartbroken an it wasn't because I had no place to go

It's because beat as my heart may it couldn't be something you'd actually know

The residual love, an how far it inspired me to go

I'm more than slow

I hurt more than I wished you knew

I guess that's life, I guess that's what it means to love past a tangible sense of hope

I wouldn't be here without my biggest fan

The moments I told you how much I loved you in hopes it'd stick an you'd always understand

I failed me an them countless times, I'm just a human

They won't mention how they treated you while I was doing everything thing I could

You'd lie an say I was stealing from you, as you did that time I was almost late to a interview for a job I apparently didn't deserve to get

How my subservience was more important than a Father's diligence

How you want everything from everyone else but refuse to make sense?

How many times were you uprooted from your home because I was stressed?

You don't care how unbalanced everything is, nothing matters if it doesn't bring about the revenge you sought?

If it required you to think a lot

Why try, when you can tell them I didn't do anything?

Till you understand, getting upset on it's own won't accomplish shit

I confess, I'm not alone with these problems they afflict everyone in different ways

Yet, I don't ignore how much it all weighs

I don't put less effort towards anything regardless of how little it pays

I hate when the only shred of love I see came from a paystub

Anxiety stifling my own preogression, life going on constantly

Hitting in rapid succession

I'm still here, gracious for them a blessing I'd never waste time second guessing

Just gotta accept no one cares when a man hurts, hopefully to you that looks like progression?

It's funny how life works, being labeled a jerk as you discern each unexpected preemptive lesson

They show what's ugly first, the pain they delegated begins to lessen

How feelings die, you didn't need a Smith an Wesson

You think I'm lying?

That's a funny way of being honest about how little you'd care whether...