Couldn't forget the embittered time we were in
I was on the tier of reminiscing on the phrases we had exchanged
My nimble mind to the rescue to ease the mourn
Castling in the air of our closeness without surcease

Envisage the halfway unreal of our finale
However, I couldn't deceived my ethos ceaselessly
Bury or burn, I must escape in the gehenna's souvenirs
That once put jubilant on my face

It was nothing but more than the ashes of the past.
Bathed in my own tears to wash out the bloody valor
I have to release my drowning soul in paracosm
Still couldn't unseen the ghost of a split second that we had

Pen and paper served as my redeemer
Epitomize the enmity between my vanity and sanity
A year of woefulness that finally reached the senectitude
I was able to reclaim my sentience.

In my fantasy you were the central figure
I'm delighted,you didn't fall to my fairy floss words
Sometimes I can't seem to manage what I'm insinuating.
My fervor had taken full advantage of me.

The dispraise ought not be thrown at you,darling
I was supposed to be the helmsman of my vehemence
Coz you were the desired outcome of my gray matter
And the guilt was indeed meant to fall on my shoulders


Written on
December 5, 2021


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