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Losing Control
I sometimes feel like I am possessed by a angry creature because of my anger,
I can get set off easily sometimes by the most stupid stuff,
Such as my husband leaving his dirty towel and dirty clothes on the floor,
My kids not eating their dinner,
Being late for appointment,
Being told I denied of something,
When I start losing control,
It feels like lightening strikes right out of me,
My face as red as a chili pepper,
It feels like the world is ending when I can't control how mad I can be without someone,
Wanting to only to happy emotions,
Never wanting my anger yo exist in my mind and body,
All I want is to learn to hold this in and never upset others with it.