You were so good to be true I knew eventually I would fuck up an loose you.
I wish I could take back these moments where I stepped out cause I thought you did too.
I am so sorry but I know you don’t care, you don’t understand how many times ,
I’ve hurt myself because,
I let the words of others lies,
look like the truth in my eyes.
I didn’t do it intentionally,
when I felt my heart hit the floor
I’ve become so insecure,
I feel like my brain,
was swirling around & round
I’m looking at everything spin around me.
heart racing, face became flushed, heat over took my body.
my body shaking from an adrenaline rush,
I feel like they were coming for me an that’s where it came in such a rush the best thing I was to do was just run an get lost. feeling like I don’t fit in with the crowed so I can’t sit in...