When every thought brings so much pain
It's hard to explain
I don't wanna feel anything
It's hard to explain
I don't wanna change
Something in my brain
Telling me to hate
All I ever say
I don't wanna change
Something in my brain
Won't go away

Far from home, where you'll find me
Made my deathbed and I'll finally
Lay in it
I'll lay in it
Packed and on my own
Rather be fucked up all alone
Airplane mode on my...