Life is knocking me out,
and the world is mocking me, inside and out.
Negative thoughts crept in my mind,
plus how people looked at me, made me wish I'd go blind.

How can I stop this?
how do I end this?
It kept on lurking around,
like it could be anywhere and underground.

People don't seem to notice,
the pain I hide remained unnoticed.
The dried tears on my face,
doesn't it show even a singe trace?

You wanna beg and knock on their door,
but you ended up crying on the floor.
Thinking, they wouldn't even understand,
the pain life brought, yet you still mightily chose to stand.

Facing all these deadly nightmares day by day,
as if it was just another ordinary day.
No one knows what you've been through,
and all the things, you are yet to go through.

You want to scream, but you ended up laughing,
you want to cry, but you ended up smiling.
You want to be...